Just to quote my removal of atman:
Hmmm... I'll be back with a new atman (shortly). I've realised over the last few months that I've despite being here for... 15 years I've kept my head down. Over the last year I've raised my head above ground level and really honestly tried to accomplish some LONG term goals (Prince of Amber being among them) as well as give my POV for the community as a PLAYER. Sticking that head above has meant some potshots came my way, and I've realised I'm not so insensitive as to be able to dismiss them. Because I'm the sensitive sort really and the insults that came my way from Players and Devs really got to me in the end though I preferrred they didn't. I'm exempting Chaos, Twilight and Elronuan from any dev interference as any criticism (and there's been some) I've only ever taken as constructive. There's a lot of good players and good Devs and even if I don't see eye to eye with all of them, this is my fault for being the way I am, not theirs. I am NOT gone. Just restarting.
Or basically: I seem to have set myself up to be a community leader. And I'm really not cut out to be. (I'm just way too soft).
This is also the end of this blog.
Thanks to all who supported and took up the banner.
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It's a shame that you've decided to leave. I've been playing with the idea that I've had to give back to the MUD as much as you've provided for me as I learned the LS world. You'll be missed.
ReplyDeleteI'm still here, I'll just be quiet ;)
ReplyDeleteYou solemnly pour your forty of brown beer out on the ground. Gavadel will be missed.
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